Author: twonightstands

Fiction, literary fiction, romance

Book Review: Into the Blue by Emma Brodie

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In the summer of 2000, AJ Graves is working in a video rental store when in walks Noah Drew, the son of the Drew acting dynasty and her life changes forever. Despite wildly different upbringings, the two forge a deep, cosmic bond first as friends and then acting partners until one day, Noah disappears without a word. Seven years later in New York City, AJ is shocked to find herself cast in the same intergalactic TV production as Noah, now a well-known Hollywood heartthrob. Unable to stay away from each other, AJ and Noah are forced to confront the truth of what happened years ago and the devastating secret that will send their lives careening apart, even as fate continues to draw them together.

I waited a long time to get this book from my library because everyone said how amazing this romance book was. Interestingly, I found a lot of it pretentious, and I rolled my eyes a lot. The first part of this book where they’re both young and are taking acting lessons was super boring and I was just waiting for it to get better. The acting exercises made me laugh out loud and if not that I committed myself to reading at least 100 pages a day when I read this book, I’m pretty sure it would have killed my reading momentum. Maybe I’m just extremely ignorant about acting classes but are these exercises actually grounded in reality? And also, all that talk about being acting partners and forging a connection that is just amazing and almost psychic just sounded like fiction to me and I want my romance to be grounded in reality and not sound like it’s some magical realism.

When they finally meet again after Noah has become a popular actor and AJ is a writer, I actually saw their connection. Their chemistry in this section of the book convinced me that they actually love each other and have a very deep connection. The Into the Blue show was actually really fun to read about even though I also thought – who would even watch this shit? How can you make a “scripted” reality show that is all improvisation and then manage to edit it all to seem scripted when this is not a comedy show but an intergalactic show like Stars Wars, I just couldn’t picture how they thought this was a good idea. When the author kept writing about how they could tap into each other’s emotions and minds, I could not roll my eyes any longer because I was scared it would actually get stuck in my forehead forever. I kept thinking is this book magical realism or is the author trying to show us how they’re such soulmate but all it did is make me believe less in their romance because it just felt like the author never actually let us see them fall in love, she just insisted that their connection was like magic and we’re just supposed to accept it.

When Noah finally tells AJ why he left and why they can never be together and why after filming, they would go their separate ways, they have sex all night and of course the sex is the best sex both of them have ever had. Fun fact about me, I skim sex scenes because honestly the only thing it really conveys is they had sex unless something actually happens during the sex that moves the plot forward then all I need to know is that they had sex. The funny thing is when I was younger and wanted to know all I could about sex I would read sex scenes so closely over and over again but now that I’m an adult I honestly do not care about spice and I rarely ever read a book because it has spice or smut, that just doesn’t convince me to pick up a book. That’s all beside the point. Anyway, the rest of the book is them going their separate ways, meeting, going their separate ways and meeting and obviously this is a romance, they manage to find their way back to each other.

This book is extremely repetitive and even though it’s sprinkled with things I’d actually love to read more about like the comedy scene in New York, the improv group, AJ’s time on SNL, more about AJ’s family dynamic it was just filled with AJ and Noah meeting and having sex. There’s a point in this book where there was 30 straight pages of sex scenes after sex scenes, like we get it, they’re soulmates who have amazing chemistry but by God, it got exhausting to read. Anyway, eventually we get to the end and the scenes about them staging the play for two weeks and having it be different endings every day was actually great. I didn’t expect to like it, but I really enjoyed reading about the different endings every day and how AJ tries to convince Noah to stay with her. This book is around 450 pages, and it should have been edited down to less than 400 pages, I just don’t think it has 450 pages of stuff worth reading.

This book is insanely hyped on the internet and I’m definitely part of the minority that this did not work for so take my opinion with a grain of salt. Anyway, I gave this two stars on Goodreads.

Black Authors, celebrity memoir, Memoirs

Book Review: Phases by Brandy

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I am a huge fan of Brandy as an artist and the “Vocal Bible” as she is referred to, has been in the industry since she has been a kid. Which means she has been in the headlines a fair number of times for both good and not so good reasons. Given that she is still working and the age requirements for writing memoirs seems to have been lowered, it is no surprise that she had a memoir release that coincided with her long awaited joint tour with Monica (her industry appointed rival) and I was ready to dive into it to see if I would learn anything new about her.

It’s hard to say whether this book checked all the boxes of my requirements for a memoir because Brandy was smart enough to get to the edge and then draw back just when she was being very vulnerable. What I mean is, because she was open about certain things it’s difficult to accuse her of not sharing much. For example, she is open about her struggles with her eating disorder, open about her fallout with producer, Timbaland and her difficult time on the set of her first sitcom, her verbally abusive relationship and how she was responsible for the eye patch of Immature member, Romeo.

There are certain things and headlines that people are most likely looking forward to reading about because you know…it’s a memoir but Brandy starts the topic but then proceeds to skirt around the issue and moves on. She dives headfirst early about the relationship with her brother, Ray J but just heaps a bunch of praise on him and moves on. Granted it is a sensitive topic so this I understand, she skims through the fatal accident she was involved in and when it came to revealing her pregnancy to her parents, we do not get a single glimpse into her parent’s reactions.

“The shame ends here. The silence ends here. I was not a fast girl with a crush. I was not a dramatic teenager who couldn’t handle rejection. I was not an unstable obsessive fan. I was a child. He was an adult. And it’s time the world understood the difference.”

Brandy talks about her relationship with Wanya Morris and it is one of the areas where she goes in detail. I will say that this is one of the times where I could feel her pain as a child star and over the years fame seems to have been a heavy burden on her. I understand her need to share her side of the story and no matter what, she was just 16. I didn’t understand how her parents had no say in this but regardless it was wrong.

Brandy is very effusive about the love she had for Whitney Houston and how much of an impact she had on her career. She talks about their relationship (and no she does not mention if Ray J was in a relationship with Whitney at the time of her death) and how close she was and she does mention a note that Whitney gave her and says that out of respect she will not mention the contents of the note and that irked me because it begs the question then – should you be writing a memoir? One other thing that irked me is how overdescriptive a lot of things were. So many similes that were not needed.

Some may have seen this as Brandy still suffering the after effects of the good girl image she had to maintain because the truth is it still felt like was holding back. I’d recommend the book but just don’t go in expecting full vulnerability.

Taynement

dystopian, Fiction, literary fiction

Book Review – Ruins by Lily Brooks-Dalton

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”She wanted to be cared for and to care for no one. She wanted to have everything she needed and not be responsible for reciprocating any of it.”

Professor Ember Agni is trying to balance an unfulfilling career in academia and a crumbling marriage, all while pursuing her true passion: unearthing a lost empire that no one else believes existed. Just as she is about to give up on her ambitious expedition, a former student writes to her claiming to have found something extraordinary – an artifact that hints at the type of civilization that existed before humanity fled north. With vindication finally within reach, Ember risks everything for the sake of discovery and undertakes a journey that will either make her famous or ruin her.

I think the above quote really summarized the type of character Ember is. She is extremely selfish and puts herself first in all ways. I’m sure a lot of people are going to read this book and find her extremely unlikeable. She is driven and determined to achieve her goal at the expense of everyone around her. Ember lied to pretty much everyone in her life to achieve her goal, treated her husband as extremely dispensable, sent her former student who she knew had mental health issues on a dangerous mission and was willing to put everyone at risk for the pursuit of her objective. I didn’t have this problem at all. I’m actually drawn to characters like this especially when it’s a woman. I think extreme selfishness is a characteristic we do not see associated with women often so when I encounter them in literature, I find these women difficult to hate. Especially because she was absolutely right in her hypothesis, but everyone treated her like she wasn’t.

Climate change plays a significant role in this story. Set thousands of years in the future, the novel begins in the Commonwealth which I believe is present day Greenland. We are told that thousands of years ago, humans moved north to avoid the extreme temperatures that warmed earth and caused so much death and drought. The people of the Commonwealth believe that the humans of that age (which becomes quite startingly clear is us now in the present day) had no technology and they claim Commonwealth is the greatest civilization ever built which Ember disagrees with. Ember believes that the humans of the past had great technology and has put in grant requests after requests to be able to go on an expedition legally which were continuously rejected and her theories mocked.

By the end, I found that the author took the easy way out by making the end very ambiguous as if refusing to reward a person like Ember with a triumphant return. The crash and burn of the last 10 pages completely angered me and was completely unlike who the author had convinced us that Ember is. Ember is too logical and too focused on her goal to prove her rightness that the possibility that she would lose her mind and make such insane decisions does not seem to gel with her character for me at all. Ultimately, this limited my enjoyment of this book. Also, I wish we would have heard more detailed theories about the finds on the Island that the archeologists landed on, I wanted more “archaeology” that would make the find more recognizable to present me, I wanted to think – “omG, they’re in a church or a subway station or a house” but ultimately I could not even wrap my head around the find and there was no wink at the audience about what they had actually found like the find at the beginning of the book which I immediately knew the identification of and made me smile.

If you do not enjoy character driven books this is not for you and if you need your characters to be likeable or relatable, this book is also not for you. I gave this book 3 stars on Goodreads.

Leggy

Fiction, literary fiction

Book Review: So Old, So Young by Grant Ginder

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“They were going to lose parts of themselves that they had thought were irreplaceable, only to find that they didn’t miss them at all. There was no other option, nothing else to do. Because staying young forever wasn’t just impossible – it was exhausting. No one was meant to shoulder that amount of possibility for very long.”

For Marco and Mia, Sasha and Theo, Richie and Adam, their friendship is the one thing they thought would stay the same through a constant sea of change but as they experience new jobs, new cities, new spouses and new children, things are constantly changing. Time has a way of testing even the strongest bonds and over the years their bonds are tested till it can barely stay together. Grant Grinder gives us a peek into the lives of these friends only through parties they attend together over the years. We see them handle addiction, breakups, affairs, just from watching them attend one party every year.

I quite enjoyed this book, and the format reminds me of One Day by David Nicholls where we get a peek into their world through one event a year. I think the format also made this compulsively readable because you glimpse their lives through the highlights of a party or a vacation where nothing boring is happening. The book starts off extremely shallow as they had just graduated from college and moved to New York City and all they want to do is party and get high but as the friends get older and life starts happening to them, we see them grow more and more as people and develop a deepness that only age can bring.

This book is very character driven. The characters are the plot. Their behaviors drive the book. The fears of aging, changing and losing people in the process of growing up was very real and extremely relatable because I remember the years after I graduated college and felt like the world was my oyster and then life comes at you fast. We watch them leave relationships they should have never left and stay in relationships they should have left. I think books like this are really hard to review because they are a fast read under 400 pages and character driven so it’s really hard to review when you actually liked it.

This one is definitely for the millennials. I gave this 4 stars on Goodreads.

Leggy

Dysfunctional Families, Fiction, literary fiction

Book Review: Shuggie Bain by Douglas Stuart

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“She had loved him, and he had needed to break her completely to leave her for good. Agnes Bain was too rare a thing to let someone else love. It wouldn’t do to leave pieces of her for another man to collect and repair later.”

Shuggie Bain tells the story of a family in 1980s Glasglow, Scotland. Thatcher’s policies have put husbands and sons out of work and the city’s notorious drugs epidemic is waiting in the wings. This story delves into Shuggie’s family and their history. There is Agnes Bain who is Shuggie’s mother and his entire world but is a burden for him and his siblings, his father, who he is named after, is a philandering taxi driver who has left his mother completely broken, his siblings who fight to get away from the burden that is their parents and their grandparents who have had to pick up the pieces for so long. This is a story about addiction, sexuality and love.

I picked up this book because I’m waiting for my library to release Stuart’s John of John to me which has just been long listed for the Booker prize and was Oprah’s book club pick for May. I decided to pick up Shuggie Bain because everyone referred to him as the author of Shuggie Bain and I’d never even heard about this book before. This book won the Booker Prize in 2020. Anyway, this book should not have been titled Shuggie Bain because it was not about him at all. This was about the entire Bain family and more prominently about their mother, Agnes Bain. It is about how Agnes’ choices and her life might have shaped her children’s life. Shuggie isn’t even 16 when the story ends so we don’t even see how her choices shaped his life at all. I couldn’t actually figure out who Shuggie was on the page because the author spent the entire time telling us how the kids perceived him and not how he actually was. His entire character was defined by his sexuality or what everyone around him saw as him being different because Shuggie never actually came out as gay, but everyone agreed he didn’t behave or walk like a “real” boy.

Agnes Bain was someone who the author did not manage to make sympathetic to me. I found everything about her to be slightly pathetic, and I felt bad that I just wanted her to be off the page so I could get to the part where Shuggie grows up. Shuggie never grows up and Agnes dominates the entire book so essentially, I did not get what I wanted at all or what the title of the book promised me. Agnes makes choices without ONCE putting her kids first. Not once. Every single choice she makes in this book was self-serving and in pursuit of male companionship. She leaves a stable marriage with two kids after having an affair with a taxi driver, she then succumbs to addiction to dull the pain from the treatment she gets from said man in her second marriage, she then uproots her kids from their grandparents’ house to a house she’s never seen before still in pursuit of this man and when said man finally leaves her and she manages to achieve sobriety she goes back to the drink because of another man. Agnes was too male centered for me to be sympathetic to her story.

Shuggie is sexually molested by multiple people in this book but at no point do we know what Shuggie actually feels about these incidents. We move right past them to being told how many cigarettes and bottles of alcohol Agnes was having while her child was being molested. We get multiple incidents of people molesting him and a scene where he thinks it’s so normal that he offers himself as payment to a taxi driver when his mother kicks him out of the house without any money, but we never even see Shuggie struggle with this. He moves right past it to continue being a caretaker for his mum and trying to keep her alive without any thought to his well-being.

Agnes’ other two kids Catherine and Leek. Catherine has the right idea to get out as soon as she could. She marries her stepfather’s cousin and skips out of Scotland straight to apartheid South Africa to supervise the blacks. Apart from the moving to South Africa to help with all the oppressing, I actually thought she had the best idea to leave Agnes. She knew from the start that she wasn’t going to stay and save her mother, and she took the first flight out of the dysfunction while Leek and Shuggie wallowed in it. When Leek finally gets out, he has only one sentence of advice for Shuggie – leave as soon as you can, but Shuggie loved their mother too much and did not know any other type of life to escape of his own free will.

Anyway, I know I’m in the minority, but I found this book very one note, but this is a favorite in the literary community so still give it a go. I gave this 3 stars on Goodreads.

Leggy

dystopian, Fantasy, Fiction

The 4 Best Fantasy Books I’ve read in 2026 So Far

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This year has been a really hard fantasy year for me. Romantasy is the publishing industry’s darling lately so a lot of the fantasy I like to read has been put on the back burner. But here are 4 books I’ve managed to read so far in 2026 that I thought had a really good premise and I actually enjoyed.

In no particular order:

1. Mortedant’s Peril by R. J. Barker (The Trials of Irody Hasp #1):

Irony Hasp is a Mortedant, a cleric tasked with reading the last thoughts of the dead. He’s extremely unpopular, rarely gets work and is scarcely tolerated even by the other members of his guild. After reading the corpse of a low-level records keeper, Irody’s troubles quickly multiply when his apprentice is murdered and he is accused of his death. He gets 72 hours to proof that he is not the murderer, but his investigation is attracting powerful enemies with few scruples, and he has to figure out why the thoughts of a low-level records keeper is worth his life. I really enjoyed this book and thought the world building was very well done. Seeing the different levels humans in this book are classified in and seeing the Mortedant look down his noses at them even when he can barely afford to live on the 5th level was quite funny. This one was not as popular as it should have been, and I happened upon it on Goodreads newly released list and gave it a shot. Was very happy that I did.

2. The Art of Prophecy by Wesley Chu (War Arts #1):

A prophecy – A child will rise to defeat the Eternal Khan and liberate the kingdom. The Hero – Jian has been found as the boy who was foretold in the prophecy and raised in luxury and splendor, celebrated before he has won a single battle. Taishi arrives to evaluate the prophesied hero and finds a spoilt brat unprepared to fight anyone worth his salt. As she takes over his training and tries to make him better something unfortunate happens. One day, during a skirmish an ordinary soldier kills the Eternal Khan making Jian useless. The prophecy has failed or the prophecy was wrong. The kings of the different regions that make up the kingdom want to kill him so that he cannot be used as a political pawn but as he is tossed into the real world to escape the kings’ assassination attack, he has to hide who he really is in order to survive and figure out what to do when you’re no longer a hero. I absolutely loved this book. I went into it blind and when the Khan died 20 pages into the book, I was so surprised! I was so excited not to read the usual hero book.

3. Daughter of Crows by Mark Lawrence (The Academy of Kindness #1):

I did not like Mark Lawrence’s last series – The Library Trilogy. I managed to finish the first book in the series, but I was so bored and then I never got through the second one. I’m usually a Mark Lawrence completionist but that series killed that for me. Anyway, the Lawrence that I fell in love with is back with this installment. The Academy of kindness is a brutal academy that creates agents of retribution. They take in 100 girls every year and only graduate 3 after ten long years of training. They are cast in the image of the furies against whom even the gods hesitate to stand. Only the desperate would sell their child to the Academy but Rue sold herself. And years after she graduated from the academy and after years as a kindness she has finally retired as an old woman, but war has been brought to her doorstep. That was a mistake. I absolutely loved reading the brutality of this one. Lawrence tells the story of the academy from a POV, but you don’t know if who is telling the story is Rue. We skip between the present day, and the academy and the academy was so fascinating. Anyway, I really enjoyed this one and think the second book is going to be even more amazing.

4. The Strength of a Few by James Islington (Hierarchy #2):

“A society cannot make a man a monster, Diago. But it can give him the excuse to become one.”

I think anyone who knows me knows that The Will of the Many was my favorite read of 2023. This is the second book in the Hierarchy series. Vis wins the ludicum at the end of book 1 and we find out how the Labyrinth actually works. The Strength of the Few sees Vis in 3 completely different worlds with completely different magic operating system and it is amazing what Islington is able to achieve building this world that is starting to feel too big to contain. The stakes feel higher but at the end he makes some choices that do not feel like what our main character would do at all and it made me question whether Islington would be able to land the ending. Anyway, it’s really hard to explain this series because it’s so convolated but if you love epic fantasy and world building, please pick this series up.

There you have it. 4 fantasy books that I’ve read so far that I actually enjoyed. Let me know which fantasy books you’ve enjoyed this year in the comments. Maybe I’ll give them a go.

Leggy

literary fiction, Mystery

Book Review: Wild Dark Shore by Charlotte McConaghy

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“But here is the nature of life. That we must love things with our whole selves, knowing they will die.”

Dominic Salt and his three children are caretakers of Shearwater, a tiny island that is home to the world’s largest seed bank. As Shearwater risks being lost to rising sea levels, the island’s researchers have fled and only the Salts remain. They have been tasked with packing up most of the seed bank so that the next ship can carry the Salts and the seeds back to the mainland before the island drowns. During the worst storm in living memory, a woman washes ashore. The family nurses the woman, Rowan, back to strength but she has come to look for her husband, a man who was one of the researchers and has since gone missing.

This book got on my TBR list because it was on every round up list last year. I was so desperate to read it because people who I trust loved it so much. Unfortunately, I did not feel the same way. I feel like this book was just not for me. I found the characters to be exhausting in a way I should not have. I wonder now if I just read this book at a bad time for me and maybe if I had read it at a different time, I may have liked it? I also do not like the miscommunication trope at all. You are adults, open your mouth and have an honest discussion especially when the circumstances did not call for that at all. All the things that came afterwards could have been prevented if the truth had been discussed immediately.

The actions the characters took did not make the mystery make any sense. I was expecting a literary fiction about real characters that made me think about the environment and the human condition but all I got were one-dimensional characters that were all made quirky in their own ways. I think authors think giving a character some quirky characteristics conveys depth to that character and it really doesn’t. And then we jump from the two adults being so paranoid and suspicious of each other to sudden lust. They can’t help themselves which is so fascinating to me. You think this man is responsible for the disappearance of the husband you have crossed the ocean to find but you still have space between your paranoia to have a little sex? I did not understand the motivations of the characters.

I do think there are some moments in this story that resonated with me and brought some emotional depth. The scene with the whale and her baby was so well written that I was rooting for them so much. There are passages like that that made me really love the author’s writing, but these scenes are very few and far between. As the ship arrives to the island and we hurtle towards the conclusion the author loses all subtlety and decides to go for an emotional punch that felt quite manipulative and did not work for me at all. It all felt completely unnecessary to the plot and designed to wring as much emotion from the readers as possible. Also, I know this book is about climate change and the way the author hammers us over the head with the passages written with the POV of the young boy, it got tiring and after a while it even stopped registering as I read. I just wanted it over so I could get back to the action.

Obviously, I’m in the minority with this one but I was absolutely disappointed with my experience with this book because I was so sure it was right in my wheelhouse. Unfortunately, this did not work for me at all and after a while I just wanted it to end. I gave this book 2 stars on Goodreads.

Leggy

dystopian, Fiction, literary fiction, women's fiction

Book Review: Yesteryear by Caro Claire Burke

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“The goal of an influencer is not to be lovable, and it is not to be unbearable. The goal is to be both at once. In other words: addicting.”

Natalie lives a traditional lifestyle. She’s married to a senator’s son who is a handsome cowboy, her charming farmhouse is rustic, and her six children are all so perfect and delightful. Natalie is an influencer with millions of followers whose father-in-law is currently running for president and wants to use her influence to get him to the white house. She never discloses the workers on the farm, the producers behind the scenes, or the nannies that keep everything running. She hides the microwave and the industrial grade fridges and ovens and performs for the camera. One day, she wakes up and she’s living a life that isn’t hers. Her home, her husband and her children are different but familiar. Her kitchen has no electricity, and her children are dirty and strange and there are no nannies.

I think this is one book where the premise was so much better than the actual execution. What I was expecting was not what I got. The way this book was marketed was very misleading and even though I still rolled with the punches as they came, the reading experience ended up being unsatisfying. But I also like the way the main character Natalie was written. She drove me crazy because sometimes she would have so much insight about the disparity between men and women, but she would never come to the right conclusions. She just kept digging in her heels even when a smart woman like her should have pivoted. I never felt a lot of dislike for her, in fact, I actually felt such compassion for her and was sad to see her life just go downhill.

Natalie’s descent into paranoia was hard to read about. She became so resentful of other women and the commenters, and she would make up elaborate stories about how horrible their lives were compared to the perfect life she had curated. At points, it seemed that she had forgotten that her life on social media was not actually the life she was actually living. The writer traps us inside her mind as it unravels into chaos, and it was not a nice place to be at all. Nothing in her life is grounded and every experience is filtered through the lens of how it would appear on social media. She completely surrenders her life to the new producer who enters her life and even though there were so many red flags, she completely ignores them just because of the number on social media.

When Natalie wakes up in the actual trad life she’s been curating online and when we find out how she got there and what the premise actually what, it leaves me so disappointed. Because you’re left to wonder if Natalie is actually a manipulative social media mastermind or just a mentally ill woman who is trapped in the identity she has built and can no longer recognize the real world from the one she has curated. The author completely denies any responsibility of what kind of story she’s telling. She expects the audience to decide what Natalie is. You start to wonder if this is a book about an influencer or just a book about how mental illness shows up in women. She completely gives over the responsibility to the audience to decide what type of book they want to be and I don’t know if this is genius or if this is a way for the author to escape all criticisms about labelling large groups of people – Christians, trad wives, influencers etc.

Eventually, after going through the chaos that is Natalie’s mind and ultimately arriving to an end that doesn’t wrap up with a bow. I think this is one book that is going to stay with the reader whether you enjoy it or not. I ended up giving this 3 stars on Goodreads.

Leggy

Fantasy, Fiction, romance, Romantasy

Book Review: Starside by Alex Aster

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Starside is the realm of magic and immortals while Stormside is where mortals fight for scraps of that magic. Hundreds of years ago, a brutal war caused the split but every 50 years the gates between them open and 50 challenges are allowed out of Stormside to journey to Starside on a deadly quest to access a pool of magic that can heal, grant wealth, or extend life. Everyone has their reasons for entering, but Aris has only vengeance. As a child, a goddess set fire to her village, killing her family. Aris isn’t after the gods’ magic – she wants to kill them. Also going on the quest is Harlan Raker, the merciless and mysterious king’s guard who we’re told betrayed her years ago and who may now be the key to her making it to Starside.

I think this book is everything I do not like about romantasy. This book starts out with the author telling us how much Aris hates Harlan Raker and how he is the worst person on earth and how he betrayed her and how she could never forgive him. The author tells us that all she wants is to achieve vengeance. I think a lot of romantasy sets us up with a premise but casts it all out on the altar of romance. We are consistently told that all Aris wants is vengeance but then she constantly makes choices that make us doubt that premise. Because this is a romantasy book and in romance you need the characters to be likeable, I find that authors lay everything on the feet of likeability. She’s a fighting demon and so amazing with a knife but she is also the kindest person you’ll ever meet with a heart of gold who will give away a magic portion that is guaranteed to save her life to an enemy who was just trying to kill her just so we know how amazing she is and how worthy of love she really is.

Aris consistently makes choices that make me so annoyed. She decides she is super attracted to Harlan who by the way she has never seen his face. Even the first time she makes out with him, it is with his face covered. So please tell me what there is to be attracted to. A man who you have told us you hate most in the world didn’t even have to show you his face before you throw yourself at him. I completely understand making a deal with him so you can get to Starside. I expect that of a person who’ll do anything to get to Starside but to then fall in love or lust or whatever with a man who just 20 days ago you hated. I don’t know if these authors respect our intelligence at all.

Apart from the romance part, I actually think the author builds an absolutely beautiful world in this book. Every creature and magical character they come across I’m absolutely fascinated by. I think she did such an amazing job with the side characters especially the magical characters not coming off as one dimensional. The ancient creatures, magic-wielding beasts and bloodthirsty immortals were written very well and then a new peril that even the immortals feared that kept them from traveling at night was fascinating. Everything was crammed into this book which kept me reading because I felt that the actual journey was the best part of it all.

Finally, the ending of the book was so ridiculous. I’m sorry, making a bargain to bring her family back? What is she? 5? No matter how old you are. why would you make a bargain to bring your family that have been dead for years, back? It just made me feel like the author had written a very dumb and emotional character. And I saw the twist about Harlan’s identity coming but how she dealt with the requirement to get her family back was quite ridiculous. I think the author forgot that her main character is actually human and the gates don’t open for another 50 years which means her saying “see you in 50 years” doesn’t mean a thing when she’ll be what 70?

I’m obviously in the minority with this book because this book currently has an above 4 star average on Goodreads but I gave it 2. If you tell me that I’m about to read a revenge book, then I want a proper revenge book. She could barely stand on hating someone after knowing them for just 20 days and I’m supposed to believe she has the fortitude to actually see her vengeance through? Please.

Have you read this one? Let me know in the comments.

Leggy

celebrity memoir, Memoirs, Non-Fiction

We Chit Chat: Strangers: A Memoir of Marriage by Belle Burden

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“Everyone has something. This is yours. Each life has a defining crisis.”

Leggy: I’ve had Strangers on my list for the longest time because I heard about it on some podcast. I was on the waiting list for so long and surprisingly it checked out to me the month my book club decided to read it.

Taynement: I’ve seen it everywhere and you told me to read it. So, I did! I found it to be a quick read. As a summary, the book is by Belle Burden who tells the story of how at the beginning of the pandemic she finds out that her husband has been cheating on her.

Leggy: Yes, it is a very quick and compelling read. I thought her writing was really good for a first-time writer. Also, it was like a mystery book where the mystery never gets solved which I liked because I think that’ s just life. We’re never going to know the whys of everything that happens to us.

Taynement: It’s crazy because she found out from the husband of the woman he was cheating with. He left a voicemail letting her know. Almost sounds like fiction till you remember it’s a memoir.

Leggy: Her husband’s reaction to the whole thing was also so fascinating to me. First, begging her for forgiveness and then waking up and deciding to leave her. I think his first reaction was a knee jerk reaction. And then he went to bed, thought about it and decided this was his chance to leave the marriage. He realized he actually didn’t want to be married anymore.

Taynement: That was the great mystery of this book. What was the motivation? Why?

Leggy: I think when you’re first caught in a lie your first instinct is to make it better. But later, when you think about it, you feel like you know what? I actually don’t care. I no longer want to be in this. Did you expect the book to solve that mystery?

Taynement: Up to a certain point. Then I realized she genuinely didn’t know why he left. It’s fascinating that she still doesn’t have an answer till now. I’m interested in knowing his line of reasoning for wanting to keep that to himself.

Leggy: I actually think he doesn’t know why.

Taynement – Hmm. That’s tough to reconcile. There has to be a reason to not want to be with your wife or be an active participant in your children’s lives. The way he moved was very bizarre even if he fell out of love, that’s at least a reason but the way he handled it was insane.

Leggy: He was very cruel. I think there are certain lies you tell someone just because you loved them at some point and the fact that he wasn’t even willing to do that is insane. Also, this whole book is why I cannot stand the whole “soft girl” movement on social media. I think the life of dependency we’re promoting to young girls is ridiculous. Oh, just turn off your brain and let him lead. You have no idea after 20 years what your husband makes at work? This is the future we’re setting up young girls for.

Taynement: To that effect, I think it’s because she comes from money and money was never going to be an issue for her. Not included in the book was her actual net worth.

Leggy: Her story is not unique to any social class. There are thousands of women who are not rich or white who have this exact same story. No difference. I’ve heard people admit to buying houses in their husbands’ names just because she wanted him to feel like the man even when they contributed nothing towards the house. This story is not unique in any way. I have friends who don’t know what their husbands make at work and none of them have trust funds.

Taynement: Part of her blind trust was in purchasing their home with her money and basically relinquishing decision making to him.

Leggy: She was a lawyer and got advised by her lawyers not to sign that prenup but she acted like she couldn’t even comprehend the language of a standard legal document. When she kept saying it could happen to anyone, I kept thinking – yes, a man leaving you could happen to anyone but the rest of it I don’t agree can. The rest of it was in her control.

Taynement: You seem annoyed by her.

Leggy: I just see her as the culmination of all the trad ideas social media now pushes. I think this book came out at the right time. “Oh, why did our mothers fight to work” because dumb ass, this is your future. You think they didn’t already try these ideas and recognized that they don’t work? Also, you’re a stay-at-home wife while every single person in your life worked including your older stepmother who was paying your children’s school fees, and you never thought to yourself – where is his money going?! While I thought this book was extremely well written, fair to all parties involved and very vulnerable, I couldn’t help feeling angry at her justifications of her choices. What did you think of how she decided to be honest about the breakup?

Taynement: Her stepmother paying the children’s school fees was wild to me. She definitely wanted to make her husband’s life easier. One less thing for him to worry about. The honesty about the breakup is something else I was fascinated by. She grew up in a “don’t share our dirty laundry” and old money family. Was it really cathartic or was it a fuck you to him? Speaking of her family, it took me a minute to recognize her grandmother was THE Babe Paley. For those who don’t know, she was part of the high society swans who were famously outed by Truman Capote. Ryan Murphy recently did a TV series and she was played by Naomi Watts. There were other connections too – her stepmom famously dated Charlie Rose for 18 years. They broke up because he was accused of sexual misconduct.

Leggy: I’m going to adopt that honesty thing going forward. I think so often we carry the shame of what men have done as if it says something about us. Like we were not good enough and that’s why he cheated. I want to become the person who says “We broke up because he cheated”. Like why is it on me to keep the secrets of your bad behavior?

Taynement: The truth will set you free. Ha ha. When she wondered if this was a generational thing and would her daughter do the same thing?

Leggy: Yes, when she was talking about the history of women in her family being cheated on and it reminded me of Lemonade by Beyonce so much. Where Beyonce reads those poems in between the songs and she talks about the generations of women in her family that have been cheated on and she goes – ‘What luck. What a fucking curse!”

Taynement: Way to get Beyonce in!

Leggy: lmaooo. I watched the Lemonade movie after this book! I really enjoyed this book, and it was a great book club pick. I think I gave it 5 stars.

Have you guys heard about this one? Have your read it? Let us know in the comments!